i want to use this blog here to write shit down! shit that i need to remember and analyze and all that bullshit, but basically its just me writing about whatever the fuck i want and just developing my writing style and thinking style. so basically ive been wanting to make a blog for a very long time and finally got around to it. ill start this bitch off by discussing my night last night. i recently finished watching the 4 DAY! seminar the blueprint decoded made by tyler durden (who by the way is now like my fucking hero), and before all that ive been studying pick up or whatever you want to call it for about 6 months, along with self development for like ionno years...on some level. i been studying like a MADMAN, david deangelo, carlos xuma, tyler durden, all the stuff from love systems, mystery method, and other various tidbits of information i could get my hands on. since for the last couple of years ive been studying so hard, all of this wisdom is finally beginning to peice itself together, and i notice fundamental concepts that flkow from ALL of them. these fundamental concepts stem from basically two things which are ego and presence, ego being the glasses that everybody sees the world through, their outlooks, and there concepts of reality. presence relates to us taking those glasses off and realizing that everyone else is wearing them without even noticing it, with our glasses off we can now see the eyes that hide behind everyones shades. well anywaaaayyys.....last night was the first night i was able to go out and fully utilize my understanding of all these concepts without even thinking about it...becuase well, not thinking about it is the KEY. OK so onto the story analyses.
i started the night uncertain that i was even going to do anything, but than my freind texted me saying he was having a party at his house so i heading into town and met up with him and my other bro. we went cruising around after that, smoked a bowl and had some good high energy conversations about women. i called my buyer and we went to the liquer store to get a bottle of jim beam (for me!) an vodka for my friend. we went and dropped off the bottle to two fine girls, i gave it to them and i talked for a few minutes raising the attraction level of both of them and told them to come to the party(but they never ended up doing that). we picked up my friends gf and we headed to the house. at the house the hosts sister was also throwing a party for her college friends so we chatted it up with them to kinda pregame or whatever, some good looking girls were there. we collected up all of the alcohol and headed to the garage where we would have our party. i was feeling really goooood and poured myself a glass of jim beam with ice and played a game of pool with the first guests and we just bullshitted. at this point other people start arriving, and i walk over and opened myself to two dancers i had not met, and a bunch of dancers i did know. basically of of them were cute. i just stayed in state and my energy level continued to climb as i continued to enjoy myself, i was in the mood where nothing can fuck with you. i was just like cracking people up and having converstaions with anybody i wanted, being completely unstifled comfortable and relaxed and confident. i had that fuckin energy flowing off of me and it was completely self generated and independent of outcome or other people. just total control and in the moment shit. ok so thats the frame, now all this awesome stuff just starts happening, and im in that state where i can like handle anything no problem when it comes along. so this girl, tessa, i had just met earlier(shes fuckin cute may i add) comes up and starts clinging on me, and than all of the sudden boom! shes making out with me, haha basically with no work at all from me. well actually now that i think back i totally opened her and moved to strong attraction by just locking eye contact when i went by and saying stuff to her(magic words) that came out of NOWHERE! people are all like trippin about it but im just all cool and not even fuckin listening to them. i keep walking away from her becuase the people freaking out, but subtly letting her know that i really want her just through pure intent and having a strong reality. and shell like follow me and kiss me again hahaha. than i go into the bathroom and one of the other dancers starts saying all this sexual shit to me like i know she wants me right now, but theres all of these other hotter girls their so i was not making any promises to her and i told her maybe later. went out and lit off some mortars in the drive way to celebrate the new year! haha this kid had a mortar blow up in his hands and burnt him pretty bad. i went up and gamed on some college girls and they were all swoonin over me. when i went back to the party i started talking to celina who is like a 10 in my book and opened her and in like no time flat she was grabbing my arm and holding onto me, i think i may have tried to close but i was pretty drunk at this point. i was the lord! of that party, this one guy liked me and wanted to impart some wisdom on me, so he made me hit a bunch of times with a broom stick. than after they all left, that one dancer who i was talking to earlier starts telling me to come get in the hottub with her, so im fucking dragged and pushed to do that by fucking her and pat, but she gets in and i dont ever get in with her hahaha, but keep coming out and being like be right back be right back, because she really wasnt that much of a priority (because i was not goal seeking at all) and than i told her to get out and come in the bedroom with me where she proceeded to blow me and than i fucked her, haha but i got soft while i was fucking her becuase i was to drunk and she got all pissed hahaha. hmmm...than all those bitches were getting naked and walking around, or maybe naked hottubbing. than pats sister walked in and saw that and flipped shit, it was hilarious! everybody left after that and somehow i stayed up until like 7 in the morning just chilling with pat and tom, went and got codi at like 4 drunk as fuck and brought him over, and than my friend accidentaly hit me in the face, so he told me i could punch him so i fucking right hooked him in the eye and made it bleeeed haha. than we killed the bottle and smoked weed until 7 when i drove home and slept.
FUCKING GREEEEAT NIGHT ME BUCKOS!
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