workin all damn day in a thoughtless daze

got up this morning and drank coffee while i worked on a sacred geometry project for a couple hours. learned some pretty damn interesting stuff from this guy charles gilchrist on youtube about the vesica pisces, and the three sacred languages, which happen to be sacred geometry sacred sound and sacred sequence, very very eye opening stuff. i got a bunch of college shit turned in and my college essay got all typed up, so all in all pretty productive. went to work around three and was there until 9!!! lots of work...well actually like NO work, all i do is sit in my chair all day, cause ya see i happen to be a LIFEGUARD duh duh da da. so yeah i was all listening to eckhart tolle on the drive into town and he is always like blowing my mind and cracking me up. so i decided aight im just like gonna be completely present all day, like basically no thinking, just sitting in that chair taking it all in, controlling my breathing, feeling fucking good. so yeah i did that for like six damn hours straight, just felt good without anything to feel good about, because you know what? things dont make you feel good man, feeling good is your default state, i dont need shit to feel good! so yeah just completely went into a trance dilated my vision so i was just staring at nothing in particular brought attention to my whole body and sat completely still forever. i escaped the EGO YAY! when you escape the ego than all the fear that arises with restiance to the moment dissapears and you can see your infinite potential and your social inhibitions and self consciousness just fuckin vanish man, no joke. my friends came by and i stayed in my self generated feelin good state, and dude i usually sit at my chair and noone talks to me, but in this state (the state of complete nonjudgement) people were just straight up drawn to me like a magnet, couldnt get them to leave me alone haha. than i came home ate a big bowl of chili and HERE I AM! haha time to sleep.